Rylee's Pov:
m0SlOgRsk The ride was silent, funny how it was raining. Thats how I felt inside. No one talked, other then my occasional break down and Harry trying to convince both of us it was going to be okay. Even though we both knew this was the last time we'd se each other. His band was becoming more and more famous ever day. The other day at the grocery store girls spotted him. I broke down again, my eyes stinging with tears as I let out unsteady breaths. Niall patted my leg as if to say everything would work out in the end. I couldn't go through security with the boys, so we had to say out goodbyes in the lobby. Harry kept his arm close around me as he led me into the vacant airport. The boys followed, the sound of their luggage was the only nose in the room. Harry released me to go get their tickets as it was time to say goodbye. These boys have changed my life.
}0z)5c 'Dont cry now you'll mess up your make up,' Louis said pulling me close.
GxxW&y 'Shhhh. It will work out in the end I promise you,' he said as I cried into his shirt. He gave me one last look before he joined Harry.
%> eiAB_b 'Its okay to cry,' Zayn said giving me a peck on the cheek not wanting to make the goodbye more difficult then it had to be.
m (!FHPvN 'I need you do something for me,' Liam said placing his hands on my face. I nodded softly.
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s \} 'Stay strong for Harry. Do it for him, yeah?' he said. I tried to nod but the stinging in my eyes kept me from. He pulled me tight, before he left he looked me in my eyes, as if taking one last look at me because he knew just like everyone else in this room he wouldn't see me again. I thought my crying had stopped but then Niall looked at me and I broke down again.
% $L{R 'There, there,' he said patting my back.
t*u:hex 'I don't know what I'm gonna do Niall,' I cried pathetically into his shirt.
n84|{l581 'Your going to stop crying. This isn't the end,' he said trying to convince both of us.
kevrsV]/$ 'Then why does it feel like that?' I asked.
* u>\57W 'I don't know babe. I honesty don't know. Now listen to me. Don't cry like this infront of little Harry you'll kill him,' he said wiping tears from my cheek. I nodded as he kissed my hair.
0~S^Y1hH 'Shes all yours Haz,' he said trying to lighten the mood. I half smiled. Harry didn't speak. He just hugged me softly as if he was too weak to squeeze tighter. His lips were on mine for the last time. I tugged on his collar not wanting tto let him go. He looked at me for a while. I took a mental picture since this was the last time.
Q%G8U#Tm 'I love you,' he mouthed as his brow furrowed.
VA5xp] 'I love you,
Air Yeezy Shoes,' I mouthed back. And just like that he was gone, gone from my life forever.
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vE?G7%, 4 Months Later.
FZlWs p= Rylees Pov:
q} >%8;nm 'This cant be true Carli,' I said pacing back and forth my feet hitting the icey bathroom tiles.
4HlQ&2O%# 'Two bars,' she said her head in her hands.
Otuf] B^s 'What am I suppose to do?' I said holding myself up by my arms on the counter as my head fell above the sink.
+\9NDfYIA 'I know what your gonna do. Your going to take a few deep breaths. I'll go get Mack,' she said leaving the room slowly. I felt sick. How could I do this to this poor child. My child. I examined the tiny bulge on my tan stomach. Then an image of Harry flashed in my head. I couldn't tell him. I wouldn't tell him.
,"ZMRq *6 months pregnant*
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( 'At least you'll be a Milf,' my friend Leah smiled. I laughed as I ate my ice cream in my basement. We flipped through the channels stopping it on Nickolodeon to watch Big Time Rush. I know, pathetic.
eauF ~md, 'Dibs on Kendall,' I said holding my spoon up.
^ h6tr8yn 'Why mush we have the same interest in guys?' she pouted.
t{96p77)= 'Dont think I'll be getting any guys for a while,' I said pointing to my stomach that had practically tripled in size.
cwg"c4V 'OH MY GOSH WE ARE SO GOING TO THIS!' she squealed pointing to the TV as a Big Time Rush Better With You your commercial came one.
6_Y,eL]" 'And that opening act! I think they are called One Direction, the curly haired one UHH. So hot,' she said. My heart dropped as I tried to swallow but my mouth was dry. I shoved a spoon full of ice cream down my throat hoping they pain would go away.
=,M5KDk` 'This is like their song,' she said tappig away at her phone screen. I prepared for breaking down.
25?6gu*Z 'Youre insecure, don't know what for,' Liam's voice said. Leah bopped to the beat looking like a complete fool which helped me get through the song.
~>|ziHx 'Your turning heads when you look walk through the door,' Liam continued.
5 ]0 <9a 'Everyone else in the room can see it. Everyone else but you,' while Harry's voice filled my ears Leah jumped up dancing as the whole room slowed down. I don't know how long Leah had been dancing and signing along but I snapped out of my day dream.
4B.*g-L 'Are you okay?' she asked concerned.
}7Q% 6&IR 'Yeah,' I lied feeling sick.
/8S>;5hvK@ 'All the color left your face there for a second,' she laughed nervously.
l_p2Riv 'Im fine,' I said.
L0o\J` : *8 Months pregnant*
Nf\LN$ &8 The ultra sound tech moved the cold clear jelly around my stomach.
y N-9[P8C 'You ready to know what you'll be havin little miss Rylee?' she asked. I smiled and nodded as my mom squeezed my hand.
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rILYI;'o 'Mom your going to make me cry,
Nike Air Yeezy!' I said in a shaky voice.
{ < KVx9 'Im sorry! I'm just really excited for you,' she smiled.
8A# ;WG 'Not many people can do what your doing at a young age Rylee. I'm proud for you,' the nurse said cleaning off my stomach. I smiled before we left.
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]a`$LW} Later That Night.
O0.*Pmt 'There is this special coming on I've been dying to watch,' Leah said plopping down on the couch.
?@86P|19 'Oh yeah are you taking about that band?' Reagan asked.
hgq;`_;1, 'Yup,' Leah nodded. Oh fuck. My hormones can't take this bullshit right now.
@ 6vIap| 'Five boys,
Air Yeezy 2, one dream. One direction,' the Narrator said. I took in a shakey breath not mentall ready for this.
4WB0Pt{ 'From small towns like Bradford, Wolverhampton, Doncaster, Cheshire and Mullingar these five boys never thought they would be teenage heart throbs in the course of 7 months,' he continued.
1qA;/-Zr<o 'I was kind of like a class clown you can say. No one took me seriously. I farted alot,' Niall said. I laughed lightly too myself. He would.
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2) 'People were kind of intimidated by me since I had been kicked out it two schools for fighting. After that I just kind of quit talking and focused on my music,' Zayn said. Harry's face came on the screen, it had changed in the past 8 months if that was possible. All signs that he was actually human and not an angle were gone. The softness of his face had gone, his face was now hard beautiful panels. And that jaw line...his lips were still pale pink. Then I noticed a mark under his eye from when Nicky punched him what seems like years ago.
2+XA X: YD 'I seriously wake up in the morning and my hair just looks like this I swear,' he said outlining his hair that had grown significantly.
<P_-s*b 'Im really not that cool, I have to try quiet hard,' his voice said which was even lower.
`c$V$/IT 'UGH! GET IN ME,
Nike Air Yeezy For Sale,' Leah shouted at the TV in frustration. I shook my head from side to side. If you only knew.
yWSGi#)1 'Now tell us Harry,' the interviewer began.
z{QqY.Gu{G 'Have you ever been in love?' she asked. I re situated my self in my comfy chair. He looked down for a second before flipping his hair.
=s6 opL) 'Yeah...' he said slowly.
Bzf^ivT3L 'Would you like to talk about it?' she asked. He laughed to himself as if trying to keep him from crying. He put his hands on his chin.
C U0 YI L 'Theres not much to say,' he said. He took in a breath.
_[BP 0\dPW 'Shes gone. She's not coming back.'
